ive got more than enough problems right now so please if u dont want to be my friend or whatever, i really dont care. so stop doing annoying things and whats up with ur blog duh?! i dont have time to get pissed so im asking you this one last thing ... -_- just shut up and stop barking.

Last October 2, 2004 my mom was scheduled for an operation at aroung 8:am. She was diagnosed with "susipicious carcinoma" as i mentioned on my previous post but what shocked us as well as the doctors, was what they found right after they opened her neck and examined what's inside. They found out that my mom did have cancer and that she no longer had goiter because the tumor "ate" it, or so they say. The cancer is shaped like a horseshoe that runs from her throat to her nape nearing her spinal column but luckily, thank God, still far away from the actual bone. Also, the tumor, being there for a long time, not only multiplied but apparently "ate" some of her internal organs such as the trachea and the esophagus. So the doctors already told us that the cancer was severe and an operation is needed to prevent it from spreading. Although the doctors were ensuring that the operation will increase her lifespan, there is a downside to it and that is permanent voice loss. Her vocal chords are paralyzed so it is inevitable.

Please please pray for my mom if ever u have time. Please pray for her to have the strength and pray that she be able to survive this operation. Thank You.

The reversible seme/uke.

Probably the most realistic form of the uke, you
have what it takes to be either a seme or the
uke. You probably take good care of your
friends and lovers, but somehow remain a little
higher then them in (emotional) rank. You can
take care of people like a seme does, but
sometimes you will be the one taken care of.
With a warm protective smile, you can tackle
love from any direction it comes from, although
if you are the uke, it will probably just be
because you have encountered one of the more
forceful semes.



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Its her hair and hey eyes today~ that just simply take me away~ and the feeling that im falling further in love makes me shiver, but in a good way ..

Arghh.. im so confused -_-;

Coz i love her with all that i am .. and my voice shakes along with my hands .. its frightening to be swimming in the strange sea but id rather be here than on land .. coz shes all that i see and shes all that i need and im out of my league once again ..

-_-;

My mom is having an operation this coming October 2, 2004. Please pray for her.

Problems~~~

1) I found out that my mom's sick and she needs to go through an operation because the tumor in her throat might be cancerous T_T

- She was diagnosed with "suspicious carcinoma" on her thyroid gland after her biopsy .. but it's not yet sure until the doctors proceed with the surgery >.<

2) My Aunt went through an operation yesterday. She's supposed to come home today though.

3) Dropped my Ericsson T610 in a bus. =) i still have a fone though but i hate this Nokia 3650 especially when i have to txt someone -_-;

4) My OS is being a bitch ..

Hayy~ .. anyway, please pray for my mom's health and pary for her to have the strength to go through everything tapos pray for the success of the operation na rin.. thanks =)